when it rains, it pours
i was thinking today that this blog really does not seem to be doing what i expected it to do, while looking at the cavilations of such brilliant minds in this newly found community, i seem to be recognizing my inferiority status in this "media". that, and the fact that i woke up today embraced in the flames produced by my own body with the sole purpose to numb my capacities, and, the migrane from which i can't escape, having waited for a bus for over 30 minutes and seeing that my computer's performance has decayed as much as my linguistic abilities. you could say that's rain. the thing is... some "error" erased my template and i had to do it all over again. two quotes may illustrate my feelings at this time : "i can't get no satisfaction"...."what [in heaven's name] am i to do with all this fire?"
i don't know what this new look may do to this escape route, i think i'm done with trying to manipulate the code enough to make this look slightly different, i'm done because i've realized that there are no more than these two eyes paying all the attention they are capable of to what has always been least important. it looks as though i have not done much.... i've a lot more things to write today, but i think i'll do it after i've grown fond of this very much simplistic thing i've done.