interaction, that construes our will. we must all, at some point, face the inevitability of being portrayed -to ourselves, for we may never see us as others do, or can- as the lesser being in the relation, we must all reflect upon our weakness, our negligence, our fallencies in what concerns self image. still, there is much that is provided by contact, we can only begin to fully understand by trying to show what for each one is more than obvious. and that is mainly what many of us have been doing in this binary coded space, interacting, growing, seeing multiple variants of the interpretation of the choices we think we make, this is what alanis called "utopia", but, i don?t share that view, it cannot be characterized as utopic since it is all there is. Anyway, there has been growing something in between these linked individuals that seems to reflect what i want to say and somehow can't. it is too scary to find myself binded to a community that grows while exterminating my primary purpose of being unchained to the day to day happenings of this
i call mind. there seems to be no escaping reason, no denying purpose. what i wanted may not be a possibility.