hesitant aranta



depicted

[foto de ºCHiViSº--flickr]

incoming
Nicomachean Ethics//Aristotle
Eudemian Ethics//Aristotle
Poetics//Aristotle
De Anima//Aristotle
Cause, Necessity and Blame//Richard Sorabji
The Fragility of Goodness//Martha C. Nussbaum
Essays on Aristotle's Ethics//Amelie Rorty (editor)
Aristotle's Theory of Action//David Charles
Aristotle on Moral Responsibility//Susan S. Meyer
The Fabric of Character//Nancy Sherman
Choosing Character//Jonathan Jacobs
Aristotle's Psychology//Daniel N. Robinson

Volta//Björk
Medùlla//Björk
Vespertine//Björk
Vespertine Live at the Royal Opera House//Björk

Carbon Monoxide//Marlboro Reds
caffeine in not so large ammounts

a whole lotta love

secondary bibliography

overt influences
straying

[...]
Wie ich mechanisch eine neue Zigarrette drehe und die braunen Stäubchen mit feinem Prickeln auf das weißgelbe Löschpapier der Schreibmappe niedertaumeln, will es mir unwarscheinlich werden, daß ich noch wache. Und wie die feuchtwarme Abendluft, die durch das offene Fenster neben mir hereingeht, die Rauchwölkchen so seltsam formt und aus dem Bereich der grünbeschirmten Lampe ins Mattschwarze trägt, steht es mir fest, daß ich schon träume.
Da wird's natürlich schon ganz arg; denn diese Meinung wirft der Phantasie die Zügel auf den Rücken. Hinter mir knackt heimlich neckend die Stuhllehne, daß es mir jäh wie hastiger Schauder durch alle Nerven fährt. Das stört mich ärgerlich in meinem tiefsinnigen Studium der Bizarren Rauchschriftzeichen, die im mich irren, und über die einen Leitfaden zu ferfassen ich bereits entschlossen war.
Aber nun ist die Ruhe zum Teufel. Tolle Bewegung in allen Sinnen. Fiebrisch, nervös, wahnsinnig. Jeder Laut keift. Und mit all dem verwirrt steigt Vergessenes auf. Einst dem Sehsinn Eingeprägtes, das sich seltsam erneut; mit dem Fühlen dazu von damals. [...] Vision. Proza-Skizze//Thomas Mann.


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21.4.04

:: and this must ::
pain yellow brick wall feet can't reach too weak too small too painful too lazy but then again there's nothing i could not do and then again i am only this that can't draw anymore and how many lines are needed to show what one is trying to say categorical mistake minds and bodies exist alike but then kermit is not a frog like the ones her friend killed by stepping on them i haven't danced in such a long while and i got very drunk that night fuck those little blue cocktails name derived from a class of horses that have tails like male chickens do and i don't know what that is called in english but i'm sure i knew like chemistry and aida like the opera but not even close to its beauty and he said i was pretty and that was strange and pablo is online i wonder why i still can't talk aloud in the meetings or in class probably because i always feel stupid but guillermo did not think that was so brownie with fudge on his beard and i sold them never made much money but i needed it to pay for japanese i don't know the kanji for courage and i shouldn't because i'm a coward and protect myself crossing my arms he noticed that's weird but he's been weird ever since i met him and i remember his photograph of the guitar i need new strings but have no money buses are expensive and i should not buy lunch germany is far away he was drunk no pajamas is it ketsup ketchup catsup or catchup catch up i never manage it like reverse and parking lots i still owe that money i need copies the cute pictures at the fair he is very much like his brother whom i liked but now i cannot like many things sleeping in other people's beds gives me nightmares but all my dreams are dreadful freud was right das freut mich i need to learn german i'm so stupid i could never get it right but now i'm ambidextrous stupid school first religion now the teacher is father in many senses like "what is" to ti en einai so socrates is not an entity pantera tigris and i can't get what putnam is saying but then again i never notice the reddish darkness of the sky always looking down the hump and critiques is kant really a being in itself but liberty must not be understood as meaning freedom of bur rather freedom for haven't thought about it why wasn't i published in paradoxa it couldn't be that bad sickness peptic ulcer and cramps and no money and the palm trees miguel looked like atreyu but i never told him leo is a good guy and good looking but i could not be less interested in anyone right now and how i suffered when i realized i was doomed to making of my life much less than what anyone could expect and empanadas pinchos arepas whatever i can make a living of now is not the time to write this must not see the light but i could never understand how one could write for one's self and she says many things that appeal to me that cryptogram is nothing of what i had expected blue flower found on the ground first gift when my brother was born all i got was a set of water colors i cannot yet use properly and there's much to talk about on friday must see the new movie and i drifted away from cinematographic culture while being very small but my hands have been big all my life i got lost when i was a baby probably will get sick because genetics are infallible and certainty thesis must not remember i always forget important things migranes produce nightmares, but they can't take that away from me.
coming in through my ears::They can´t take that away from me/ Louis Armstrong and Ella Fitzgerald