:: motion ::
what is, exactly, the difference between living and not doing so? it seems i can no longer tell; the lack of criteria for making a clean division of what matters for being called "living" impossibilitates the exercise of predication. maybe what happens to
the living is the same as what happens with
butterflies and lilies and in some degree with heavy water, the living may never be allowed a proper designator. for now, after a couple of hard studied and enormously painful steps, i believe i can safely say i'm back at where i started: the realm of the un-dead.
though i know walking is by no means proof of life, motion, as it is now, means only the recognition of the deceiving nature of calm and silence; so you were right, solipsism could never be an answer, i am not one to sit silently -blinded, deaf and reticent to contact-::there is still much to do with this almost 'burnt out' fire.
aranta wa sekai ni shinaseraremashita, demo, itsuka ikitai
coming in through my ears::Fake Plastic Trees/Radiohead